“All I want to do is sleep.”
I feel like I could crawl into bed and never get out.
I realized yesterday that I’m not depressed … I’m tired.
It has to be sugar and cigarette withdrawals. What else could it be? After eight months of dumping unholy amounts of sugar, flour and nicotine into my system – interrupted only by the occasional extreme diet – how energetic could I possibly be?
I’m sure my body is like, “Dude. After everything you put us through, we are tapping out.”
I have to keep reminding myself that this, too, shall pass. It’s only been 12 days since my last binge (which was a doozy that knocked me out for days).
Healing takes time.
If I keep doing what I’m doing – eating well, resting, exercising – I’ll start feeling better in no time.
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