“Worst thing about being a perfectionist.. Everything you do might look amazing in someone else eyes but in your heart never truly satisfied.” ― Emmie Lee Dean Yesterday I wrote about how unhappy I was about losing …
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Progress Vs. Perfection
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The Wonder Of It All
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Jan 31 | The War Is Over and I Lost.
au·dac·i·ty (ôˈdasədē) |noun | a willingness to take bold risks My relapse is over. As I wrote about in Jan 30 | How the Souplantation and Marvin Gaye Turned Me Into a Jedi, I made …
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Jan 29 | From “Eff It” to “Eff You”
“You just do it. You force yourself to get up. You force yourself to put one foot before the other, and God damn it, you refuse to let it get to you. You fight. You …
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Jan 17 | The Return of the Sparkle
“You have such a pretty face.” – like worst compliment ever I’ve only been binge-free for twelve days and smoke-free for three but already I feel better than I have in months. My body is …
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When You Eat Because You Can’t Not Eat
“Eating against one’s will” – my own personal definition of ‘powerlessness’ Today is my Day 30. I have not binged for one full month. My last binge. It was Friday, November 30. I went home …
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The Journey Begins.
When you have an eating disorder – whether it’s bingeing, starving, or something in-between – every day is Day 1. It doesn’t matter if you’ve been in recovery for one day, one year, or twenty …
